Lately I've been distant. And I'm okay with it?
There is a part of me that says "Acknowledge me!" and another part of me says "Shut the fuck up!" It goes both ways.
"Shut the fuck up!" is my reaction to certain people who I cringe at when they message me, or people who I just simply don't vibe with because they don't really seem to hold a conversation pretty well.
"Acknowledge me!" is just the useless part of me trying to socialize with people I wanna be friends with but they're giving me the "Shut the fuck up!" treatment, which sometimes I don't blame them for. People have lives and all but not when you're online and posting shit. I don't know. I blocked several people who gave me that treatment.
I'm fine with that. Fuck 'em. Fuck 'em.
I know alone like no one else does.