Something that I always need is closure. Not that I always get it but it's great when it's acquired. After a therapist session, I've actually wanted to see the place where I worked at years ago just for closure.
I don't know, it felt weird at first, being in the same place after 4 years of not stepping foot in the same mall. Being back in the same mall was actually taking my time and browsing places I haven't been to in years at my own leisure. It was genuinely a great feeling to not feel rushed.
Looking at the store made me realize that I'm not who I was before. I'm not in that life anymore where I loathed customers coming in 5 minutes before closing and then they bitch about why I'm getting ready to close. I don't have to deal with gross individuals who constantly return clothes way after the return period. I don't have to deal with wardrobe people buying a ton of clothes for a TV show then returning them to ruin my numbers.
The best part was I don't have to deal with horrible management. I hated working with my manager, who would call me on my days of to talk for no reason, ruining any and all peace I have. I hated working with my coworkers there. I liked working alone.
I liked not working retail anymore, especially not at this particular store.
