Sunday, September 28, 2025

"Keep Going"

No matter how hard it gets. No matter who tells you stupid shit.

No matter if she goes crazy, cheats on you, doesn't have any follow-through, doesn't care if you die, won't give you the time of day, or leaves eventually, you keep going.

Because where else will you go?

Sunday, September 14, 2025

Phone Thoughts - Back up that Backup

 Oh look, it's another type of post here! This time it's about phones.

If you know me, first off, no you don't. Second, you'd know that I have a collection of cellphones at my disposal that range from 10 to 20, each have been set up and fully functional.

The amount of backups I have over the years is great because the thought of not having a phone is astounding to me. I've even come up with several reasons why I need backups since I started buying multiple phones since 2015.

I like having different experiences with different phones in which I have different purposes for each of them. With previous phones, I would have a daily driver phone and a back up. I remember having a Samsung Galaxy A50 as my daily driver and a Google Pixel 3XL as my main backup. Now, as I'm writing this, my daily driver is a Samsung Galaxy S25 and my main backup is a Google Pixel 8. Then again, I do interchange phones just because they're both good phones. Backup phones I have include a Samsung Galaxy A15 5G and a Samsung Galaxy A36 (These names are a mouthful and a half) just in case I need to use a cheaper phone somewhere.

There were times where I would have to go to a new place with a certain amount of sketchiness so I have to use a cheaper phone to not lose the expensive one. Back then, I'd just use an older phone, because if I somehow lost or damaged it, it won't be a problem because I've had that happen before. Definitely not a good experience.

In 2017 or so, I remember my Samsung Galaxy S7 starting to slow down to a crawl and become unusable after a year of use. I thought "Oh no, now how will I be connected to the world and how will the world connect with me?" Then I remembered that I have a backup phone in the pretentiously gold Moto G5 Plus. That phone helped me go through a rough time until I bought my next daily driver. That was a tough week.

I also like having no need to wait for a charging phone. Because I'm sure a power bank would be helpful but I remember hating having to use my phone while it's connected to something akin to a bar of soap. That's why I always carry two phones with me whenever I go out. It's basically me preparing for the possibility of a phone having no power and immediately saying "Ha! I thought of this! What's that? A power bank, you say? No, sir!"

The thing about having a collection is that the variety of backups gives me hope that I can always be contacted one way or another. The possibility of losing a phone always fills me with dread with the amount of information we have in smartphones nowadays so I like being careful with my phones. But I just know the moment I become reliant on one phone, it would somehow inevitably break or get lost.

Thursday, September 4, 2025

VINDICATED

It's genuinely a great feeling to find out that someone took your advice after 2 years and did the same thing as you. You know, like go in the same field by going to the same college and take the same course with the same teacher.

I remember telling someone I started having feelings for about how I got out of retail. Problem is that she chickened out because I had feelings and asked her out. Too bad, so sad.

But knowing that she did do it 2 years later? Fuck yeah. No, I'm not happy for her. I'm happy I'm right.

Vindicated! I am selfish, I am wrong right! I am right! I swear I'm right! Swear I knew it all along and I you are flawed!

Monday, July 28, 2025

Now That We Don't Talk

The thing about not wanting to talk to someone yourself is that you have the option of changing that. The onus is on you if you decided to stop not talking to someone. You can take forever not talking to someone and basically leaving them metaphorically dead to you and you alone.

You put up a wall strong enough and it keeps that person out. Eventually they'll take the hint when you want to take that wall down. Then the onus is on them if they want to actually talk to you again. Not that there's anything wrong with that, really. People are allowed to pick and choose who they let in through their walls.

Ah well, it was worth a shot. shrug

Tuesday, July 8, 2025

Swear to Me

"Swear to me. Swear to me that everything you told me about going back to school to get out of this job you hate is true. And you were really trying to better yourself. Swear to me."

"I swear." 

"...Okay."