I'll admit, I'm not in the best mood lately. Well, I haven't been up to anything after February 26.
I don't think I detailed everything when I posted about that date. What really happened was that I ended up at the psych ward after the ER. I had planned to end it all that day until I was stopped. I then just asked to be driven to the ER instead.
I imagined what it'll be like in Grey's Anatomy and I'm the patient of the episode.
Alex Karev: What do we got?
Meredith Grey: Male, 29, admitted himself here because of suicidal tendencies.
Karev: That's it? Give him a lollipop and get him outta here.
It was too much. I didn't like what I was doing for a living and I thought I was just stuck in a toxic environment. I thought there was no way out.
So yes, that's what's up.