For The Last Time - The Org Room

I somehow go back to the Philippines and show you guys around the org room!

Rambles - A Retreat Letter

I deliver a retreat letter in video for my friend Gelli. This is probably the shortest Fatman Forever episode ever.

I Don't Call It "Asexual"

Why yes, I've finally found out about something that's been bugging me for quite a long time now. I used to call it "really conservative"

It turns out, after a lot of research and reflection, I can definitely say I'm asexual. For those who are unaware or would like a refresher, "asexual" is defined by the Asexual Visibility and Education Network (AVEN) as "a person who does not experience sexual attraction". That actually explains a lot about me.

Now, for all the girls I've pursued in UST - the Sociology Girl, Bitchly from tourism, and other girls not important to mention - never once have I actually thought of having sex with any of them. It's not that they were "un-bang-able"; it's just that I'm honestly not interested in doing that casually or at all and it really doesn't interest me when people brag about having sex with someone. Okay, dingus, you put your penis in a girl's vagina. Now you can die happy. I don't know why people make a big deal about other people who are still virgins. It's like casual sex is considered an Xbox 360 achievement.

If I like you, I like you for your looks and your personality. I don't want to bang you. I'll never want to bang you - please don't take that as an insult. I think "bang" and "score" is degrading because it's like having sex with a girl is basically winning a contest with little to no meaning.

I'm not one of those guys. As unlikely as it sounds, I actually don't look at porn. I think porn is absolutely disgusting and degrading. I have no interest in porn or in sex. I'm more of a romantic, as stupid as it seems. I mean, porn disgusts me, to be honest. I know I joke about being a pervert and going to a sex store or buying Barney Stinson's Playbook but really, sex doesn't interest me at all and porn really disgusts me. I don't know why people pay for something really disgusting. I've blocked people that I was following on Tumblr because they thought it would be funny to post animated GIFs of porn.

Some asexual people do actually engage in sexual activity despite lacking a desire for sex or sexual attraction for a lot of reasons like pleasing their partners or having children. So it's like, if a hot girl offers me cake or free sex, I'd rather have the cake. If my wife wants to be satisfied and she promises me cake, I'll have sex with her. Consider me a hungry conservative.

I don't really like to call it "asexual" or "conservative". I like to call it "Looking past the superficial and actually moving on with life."

I am looking past the superficial and actually moving on with life.

Things I See - I Love Internet People

One of the things I love to watch are internet review shows. Now I've been a big fan of The Spoony Experiment (the main influence I had for my Art Appreciation self-portrait which I didn't do because reasons) and I tried doing what he does by reviewing shitty Sampung Sulyap movies.

I know I wouldn't do very well if I just follow what he does and imitate his work. I have to watch other people's shows as well. So I decided to watch "Atop The Fourth Wall" hosted by Linkara. It's basically a show where he reviews comics and with a little story going on as well at the end of his videos.

The first videos of Linkara I watched were his review of the Marvel crossover called Ultimatum (which was baaaaad.)

Linkara's pretty awesome.

I recently started watching more internet shows because I don't really watch TV now aside from the occasional glance at the news. Another show which I started to watch is The Jimquisition hosted by Jim Sterling. I love his opinions and the points he makes. I can't tell you how many times I've agreed with what he says because he's damn right most of the time. His campy persona is also great. Thank god for Jim!

I first heard about Jim when my friend shared his various status updates to my news feed and I was intrigued. The cool thing was that my friend was Facebook friends with him. I thought I'd somehow send him a friend request that would never get accepted but several hours later...

Oh my god, I can interact with people I love watching. THIS IS AWESOME.

Things I See - Bathroom Kitties

This was in front of you when you took a whiz in a bathroom where I had facilitator training. It was weird getting the feeling of being watched while you empty your bladder, especially that brown cat. It's looking at me like it's saying "Really? Is that all you have?"

Shut up, judgmental bathroom cat!