October 17, 2012

I Don't Believe

I don't believe in all of these feelings, infatuation, affection and the like. I can admit that I'm just jealous.

I'm jealous because of all these couples but sadly, I'm still traumatized after what the hell happened last year when I thought I was doing something great for someone who I thought I should care about (Turns out everything I thought was bullshit).

All of that gave me a perspective that no woman (sadly, I generalized) is ever emotionally truthful to someone who's nice. All they want is the attention. They don't pursue the nice guys. They pursue hot guys who don't and will never care for them.

I'm open to be proved wrong but until now, I haven't found a good enough reason to change what I believe it. I don't believe that what all of these people feel is real. I don't believe that there is such a thing as affection and that what people feel for others is an emotional need to fill something that isn't there. They just want to use you for their emotional crutch and that there is no such thing as love or whatever you people call it.